Christopherson Lane

Dear worry, I have been overwhelmed lately. Taking on everything and anything is kind of my specialty. My sweet husband reminded me that I don't need to stress, worry and freak out about everything that I can't do or don't do perfect. Mr. C is my rock! He told me something that was very profound. He said that the church is like a hospital. We are all sick and need to go to get better. Some people think they don't need to get better or they think that they are cured. The thing is, we will never be cured from our ailments. We always need treatment for the problems that we have. And as I thought about that, I realized that I will never be great and everything. And I am not sure why I think I could be. I can do some things really good and that I should let the rest of the other stuff go. The trails that we have in this life, aren't something that we have to face alone. Now to switch gears, Miss June had her dance recital this week. She was so excited! Right before i...

Dear Confidence, When I was young, I was very shy. I lacked self confidence. But as a grew I started to do things that I thought helped me gain confidence. I started sticking up for myself and that turned into being angry and mad at everyone around me. Now there were a lot of factors involved with me being angry. My parents divorced when I was 9, and they both remarried. I lived mainly with my Dad and Step mom. But not only was I upset at my parents, (and most kids are) I had ADD. The ADD that I had was hard to diagnose, especially because I am a girl. I didn't understand it until I was 30. And that is another topic for another day. We all have special circumstances that play a role in how our self confidence is. Gaining confidence was key for me. I didn't gain confidence by sticking up for myself. As a understood myself more and learned the most important thing that everyone should know, then and only then could I be confident enough to be happy with who I am. That vitally ...

Dear day 1, After careful consideration I have decided to blog again. I want to document my family and the experiences we go through. As I was watching the annual General Conference for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. (This is the church that I belong to.) A scripture struck me within my very soul. "Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and  glorify your Father which is in heaven." Matthew 5: 16. I realized at that moment that I have been hiding myself in my own life and in my house and not sharing myself and my talents with others. I have always been the person to not ask for help, because of course I am a strong women and I can do it on my own. Saying I am a private person is an understatement. So here it is! My intention is to keep weekly journal of my life, through my eyes. Thanks for reading and enjoying my awesomeness! Sincerely, Erin